Merry X'mas!!

Merry Christmas everybody!!!!!

TAG by febri

okay..this TAG from febri...

so, here's the rules.

1. Take a recent photo of you OR take a picture of yourself RIGHT NOW
2. DON'T change your cloth. DON'T fix your hair, just take picture
3. Post the picture with NO editing
4. Post this instruction with your picture
5. Tag 10 people to do this

Nah,I did it. I just took a picture, this is natural coz my dog still with me now.ahahah

I'm not sure I want to TAG someone.but because It must so I TAG AJI,CHRISTIN,YEEHUEY,SOO HUI, and VINNY

for information, I haven't take a bath from yesterday afternoon. LOLZ

dreams

yeha!
finally, the day before yesterday night I dream of failed one of my subject!
usually when I dream of that, I will pass all my Subject and now I optimist!!
I't not a supervision or ritual or what.
but In my dream I was failed my biology subject (because before I slept I read twilight book which is always had problem in biology lab)
actually,
I'm afraid of IMC subject,coz Mr.Ben is a New lecturer, and still adaptation with the curriculum, make me a confuse when he explained.not only me..you can ask other people :(

and yey for Solo
the city full of YUMMY food
I had a lot of fun with my meal everyday
this Wednesday, all my meal are DAMN GREAT!
start with Soto special Solo, Resoles Semarang, Hula-hula very simple but nice(egg with sambal and vegetable), and Rica-rica dog..which is DAMNNN NICEEE MAN!!!!!
OMG OMG..I Love solo...ahahhahahahah
and I hope I'm not getting fatter here...LOLz

I'm still be here till Sunday.

my holiday story

Hey Hey Hey...I'm at home now!
holiday is the best part of activity, and I'm on the way to enjoy this! ahaha
anyway..finally I got the TWILIGHT book in 12 December. the price is highest than Ringgit. Original from US,but I don't know it seems very expensive. Rp 164.800 with 10% discount, it's about 40RM . So I decide to bought two first (I plan to buy all 4 books.lolz) first because I'm afraid that I can't finish it, and second, because in Malaysia it's much more cheaper.
now I'm reading it.
so far the story still in the line. not much different as people say
but,honestly some part from the book are changed in the movie. but the point still there.
It's easy for me to understand coz I can imagine how Bella or Edward look like, and increase my curiosity .

For information, I'm at Solo now. the place where my BF stay. yeah pretty fun so far. I enjoy it.
I love his place, I love his behave, I love his life, I love his friend, I love they way he treat me. I can stand of it. haha..
future please tell me something!! give me hope to get the right father to my future kids.lolz

In the way I went to Solo.. I had interesting experience.
okay, I was went to solo with new travel agent, and it's a bit expensive than usual.
the condition inside the car was totally the same,It's more expensive because the restaurant more advance.
I was sitting beside one women, she is about 35, she is like my auntie, the smell and behave. make me automatically feel comfort.
She talk to me kindly and friendly. I like the way she treat me, she cherish me and caress. It make me want to lunch with her and waiting for her.
but..BUT, after lunch, when we continue our journey, she start to pinch my thigh. but it's moving, till went a bit inside my pants!! almost touch my V..DAMN!
I touch her hand,ask her to stop indirectly and she she did. she said "gemes" ( I can't find the right word to describe it, kind want to pinch because I'm chubby)
but, It's just different! I felt that she try to molest me..the way she did it, like..OMG damn hornie!
then when I try to avoid her, I sit a bit straight, and she touch my waistline almost in side panties,I lay Immediately...
after that I pretend to sleep and ignore her.
what an experience!...fiuh~
but really..till now I can't sure my self that is an molest action! .........

okay...I'll continue next time..^^

Second time I watch Twilight..-it 's my first time watch same movie twice
yeah,the feeling gone slowly..
I mean...the story was touched, and I know Golden cinema try to shorter the time with cut some of the dialog, It's irritating man!

I become more understand of the story, some part that I miss last time I get it now,
and yeah I know where my feeling begin..

1st =
when Edward save Bella from the drunker guys, and they had lunch and he said " I can't stay away from you"
Bella answer "so don't"
*jedeng jedeng...

2nd =
when they go to forest and do the confession . Edward show her how he look like under the sun "this is why we are different from you, I have a skin of killer"
Bella said "you are beautiful"
and when Edward say " i can't read your mind,so please tell me what do you feel now"
Bella said " I'm scared"
Edward said " good"
Bella said " I'm not scared of you, but i scared to loosing you"
* teetttoootttt

3rd = when Edward want to run Bella from James he said "you are my life now"

4th = in the prom night... they dancing and Bella said want to be with him forever.

yeap..they make our heart blossom with the story, but anyway, for you that still recall it please wake up!
It's just a fairytale...or imagination from Stephenie...
It's never happen in the real life...
and also Edward Cullen...He is not cool at all,
the story make them blend and looks gorgeous. I don't think In the reality they are.

but I do love the story.

Thx friend

I spent this week a long with you guys..
So many things happen between us..
start with get to know each other, and end with had a lot of fun..
hang out together and share the day
mostly we get our food together, till I can't denie that I'm influence with that
laugh, fight, argue between us..
our friendship was amazing to me!

Now, time to say "good bye" and " take care"
time will not unforgetable until we have a farewell..
and It's end so sweet..
till I can just say thanks to God, cause give you guys to me, in my spare time.
you are part of the best memories In my life!

Time will separate us..
we don't know about 3 months later
are we going together again?

Honestly,..... I WILL MISS YOU GUYS..



anton si Mempeng!


Rendi Si complain

Loren so cool!

and honda civic which is follow us anywhere

^___________^

BIG SMILE BECAUSE OF YOU

*thx buat nyo2 yg sudah ngajak aku jalan2, shopping, and nemeni kemana aja. Anton yang udah nganterin, njagain, dan kasih banyak ide baru. I will miss you guys! ^^

- new friend, new situation-

OMG..cant find twilight book...ANYBODY HELP ME TO GET IT!! how come it out of stock!!

twilight

TWILIGHT DAMN NICE MOVIE!!!!
I WANT TO WATCH AGAINNN AND AGAINNN..!!!!!



and i promise i will buys the book





I feel my mind keep in this movie,
I can't forget every single things in this movie...
it was REALLY GREAT!
I always love story like this
between vampire and human...
OMG,... why so niceeeeee...T_T




this is my fav song from this movie in the last scene



and my fav song also from evanesence,but have no idea the tittle...

twilight

I WANT TO WATCH TWILIGHT AGAINNN!!!!!
DAMNNNNNN NICE MOVIEEEE!!!!!!
I LOVE IT!!!!!!!

DREAMS COME TRUE II

I never thought that it will happen to me again,
after last semester,i had a lot of fun hang out with rendy&aldi
with a lot of dreams come true
and after those bored day... and we take our own group
I never though that happiness still be here..

I was totally in the new friendship ,with new friend and unexpected situation
It was really amazing!

We went hang out together and end in the Putra Jaya...
which is my dream to be there..
In the bridge, and had some photo session with them.
OMG... i feel that we always have a hope to raise our dream
and i felt free there...to express my self, with a new people around me,
only me... to be my self
a new friend, with a pure thought.. get to know each other
I feel like I don't want to end my day... just wanna be with you guys for now..for along day..

till we meet the contrast between us...

I really thank for this..

God always have his own way to make me cheer
Thanks God....

Dreams come true In the first of December

18 moths

every 28 It's my anniversary..
yeah, many things happen between me and my boyfriend
today is our 18 months...i feel that we just met last month,but it have been 18 months..
happy...

what's different between us?
hmm..i just realize that i don't know how my life will be withouth him
he has been fill my day for 18 months, and we pass a lot of things,
although we are have Long distance relationship
many thing was change, because of him
yeah...
i know that my love and his love not as flare as first time,
like.. we not really thing about each other, not as care as last time
but when we just stop our activity, and have a break
we really miss each other rather than before.

i know it will not ever-after
but, now i stat thingking..how it will be over.
(because i really need him)

this is his comment for me...
9 comments

I reply him as well.. ^^

"thx ya dut buat 18 bulan ini, doaku semoga kamu tambah ganteng,tambah sayang dan tambah sugih...ahahaha . luph you so much, muuuaaccchhhh"

Reasons why i going/not going to club tonight

fiuh~
again....I'm facing this problem in front of my face!!
no one can help,no one can answer.
so i use this media for me to get my decision

7 reason why i go to club tonight
1. because my classmate will go
2. to chill with them (if not maybe they will abandon me?)
3. I don't want to miss the time with them (i will miss some story)
4. i want to use my dress - first dress
5. My best friend go, so maybe i need to see what happen with them,maybe stop something if i can
6. Maybe i can take a good picture there?
7. nothing to do tonite

7 reason why i don't want to go club tonight
1. I don't really need to go,because I'm not stress,i cheer enough
2. I don't want to see them do crazy things(it's annoying)
3. I can't help them or scold them if they do it (because their freedom),
4 I will feel helpless if that's happen and that will hurt me
5. I don't want to hurt my self if i saw inappropriate behaviour.
6. I can't drink
7. I'm not enjoying clubbing

OMG why it's always HARD !
do i need to say.. NO , or just go ahead...
my hearth say NO! my mind say YES!
T_T

Metamorfosis of My baby

First day piku & pika go out from the house.
the hair grow a bit but can see the colour,eyes haven't open,and the body is shake

After Bobo and Lala gone (their parents) they live together.

eyes open,and can eat by them self,they still dunno how to drink,so i still supply them milk.

they still learn how to use the roll thingy.

Now,their grow bigger and bigger,almost same size with their parents
they become mature hamster now,a bit fight and Love to eat!

hahaha,
unexpected my two cute little baby hamster become monster now..
but i still love them,and will take care.
no more hamster please...bankrupt.

-i hate people who always promise but never make it.
i hate my self because i still waiting for it-

Nadia Nicole

Sendiri- Tohpati

aku nulis blog ini sambil denger lagu tohpati yang judulnya sendiri..
hatiku bergetar, jiwaku melayang ke masa dimana aku pertama kali ndengerin lagu ini..
ndak tau kenapa...this song have their own place in my hearth.
ndak cuman aku...tapi juga beberapa teman-temanku.esspecially one of them who introduce me this song.

aku nggak terlalu jelas lagu ini bercerita ttg apa..
tapi illustrasi pertama yg aku dapat dari lagu ini adalah... seseorang yg lagi menyendiri..di pagi hari yg sejuk,di pegunungan, dimana embun masih membasahi pelipis mata dan daun-daun menari di terpa angin sepoi....indahnya kesendirian.

tapi bagiku.. lagu ini melambangkan persahabatan.
tiap aku mendengar lagu ini...aku terbayang akan sebuah persahabatan yang pernah aku pertahankan- atau aku paksakan- saat aku SMA..persahabatan yang terjalin solid, namun berakhir dengan sedikit luka...
lagu ini adalah bagian dari kenangan itu...didalamnya ada kesejukan,dan kepahitan.
namun tetap..lagu ini enak buat di dengar

thx to Gadi and Tor for introduce me this song.

ENJOY!

what a shock...

just now i went downstairs for a while,to take my dinner with vinny and christin.
swhen i came back, actually i want to go shelly room first,but i don't know why i want to go my room first
yea, i didn't lock my room.. but..who open the light????
when i open my room, i saw my housmate lay down in my bed...
and she lay down in my bed with outing cloth!! that i don't even sit when i wear outing cloth...
what a shock man! she is in my room without my permission..OMG...i just realise that i don't like it.
it's not just about she enter my roon without my permission,she also did the things that i don't like,and i had mention many time before...

fiuh~....
:(

to the past

tomorrow is my first day for final exam..hmm exactly 12 hours from now.

advertising..which is my major

honestly, i don't really think about it..coz i my mind turns into different things.

...my high school friends.

so many people i meet, from my life in the past.

people that left something in my hearth..in some condition in my life.

whether it's pain or Happy..they still important for me.

i cannot lie,every single profile that I've been open,are make me surprised.

they quite famous in high school -in some condition..lol-

and we've been contact each other yet, since one and a half year (is had been to long?)

i really proud of them, because some of them are survive to maintain their relationship..

fiuh...i don't know how long already...

but they still together..

WheZt & Sheila

Bobby & Ocha

some of them are grow up and make a changes in their life with have a boyfriend and girl friend.

as i know, when we was in high school they really closed to the relationship..like still finding something..

yeah,but now.. they find what they want...i really proud of it.

Agni and couple

Yohan and couple

and guys,

sorry for using your picture in my blog. (maybe it's your personal pic)

i just want to write about you all...what i feel now, and..

actually it's amazing.

i just realize, now, we taking our own way..

like..what we want to be.

it's just..so different..yeah..now we are different

We are not the same school...we don't really contact each other

but..we still have connection...we are friend..

and i wouldn't forget it ^^

love ya!

Q.U.E.S.T.I.O.N -without answer

I don't like when people asked me about you,
I don't like everyone asked me about it.
am I always with you???
couldn't I go without you?
do I need always be with you?

why people keep asking me about you..

should I answer it?

.

if you going with other people,without me..did they ask the same question?

what did you answer it?

did they always keep asking you?

.....i don't think so

besides,twice you left me,and broke your promises!
I HATE THAT!
.
I have my own life! i have my freedom!
if I want to go with other people..without asking you...that's my will!!
that's nothing about you...
.
even you have your own way,why they keep asking me?
why you always be my sorrow?.. even you good to me.

from BF

today,i chat with my boyfriend.finally..,we had a good conversation..
after long time we didn't chat like this..
because we doing nothing..he changed the environment with sketch pad (should try!) and our conversation became so interesting.

my BF draw for me...and this is the result..not bad..^^

flower

request from me chocolate lophe

the second picture,i coloring the cloth,he said become ugly..like tiger LOL

and yea..this present seems so real..

anyway..
too much problem in my days..
about friend-liar+helpless+changes
boyfriend,-lack communication
tribal,-upcoming attacks
my family-my brother
i hope this all not disturb my study..i hope i can be more stronger..
Ganbatte!

HIDUP (1st blog with indonesian languages)

belakangan ini aku diterpa ma hal-hal tentang hidup..
sebenarnya aku udah biasa,bahkan selalu berpikir tentang hal ini..
tapi tetep aja ada pertanyaan dalam benakku.

pernah nggak sih kalian membandingkan hidup kalian dengan orang lain?
membandingkan diri kalian dengan orang lain?
mungkin kamu punya temen yang hidupnya dimatamu sempurna..orang tua yang sayang,anaknya good-looking,dicintai semua orang..
sampai kamu iri...yach...iri (iri itu dosa)
kayaknya Tuhan ga adil banget nyiptain kita seperti ini..dan diya seperti itu,
tapi apakah kamu tau..di dunia ini nggak ada yg sempurna..

-im always fell like that..and i always try to find out.-

tapi kamu tau nggak...
mungkin dibalik ketawanya...diya menyimpan banyak masalah,
mungkin dibalik senyumnya,diya menyimpan kekurangan,
dan mungkin...dari sapaannya...diya ingin kamu mencintainya,karena keluarganya...tidak.
sebenarnya mereka mencari2 kebahagiaan mereka dalam hidup,tapi nggak pernah mereka temukan.
akhirnya..mungkin salah jalan..dan nggak ada seorang temanpun yang bisa membantu.karena mereka meninggalkan teman2 yang nggak sejalan ma pikiran mereka..padahal..mereka orang2 benar.
aku sangat menyayangkan banget orang2 yang hidupnya kayak gitu..tapi,kembali lagi..itu hidup mereka..their freedom to get their happiness...

orang itu bisa kuat karena keyakinan dan prinsip hidup,

bisa dibilang orang punya pedoman kayak gitu punya quality of life.

dan kita bisa nge-test apakah mereka punya quality of life pada saat mereka DOWN..

apakah mereka akan lari dari keyakinan dan pedoman hidup mereka,atau tetap pada pendirian.

tapi dari pengalamanku...mereka akan jatuh sama yang namanya DOSA

dan mengingkari jati diri mereka..

.

......no body's perfect

.

yach,

aku merasa hidupku juga nggak selalu sempurna..
i grow withouth my daddy..and my family is not perfect at all
but..i can really happy with my life
although im not as perfect as other people...
but i proud of my self...i have quality of life with me.
and Jesus is the One who being my guide of life..
as long as i can be happy in my version..
i feel that im a happiness person in the world.
^__^
please feel like me.

because yeehuey TAG me

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- couples
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
-smart, funny, cuek,egoist, easy to give up.
3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- when we had dating
4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- aku merasa bersyukur kenal ma kamu
5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- he is my boyfriend
6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- he never be my enemy
7. If she/he become your lover, he has to improve on..
- improve in his attitude,they way he think, and his behaviour
8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- He cheat
9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
-hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahah
10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- he is a kind person
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
- I'm a individual person,a bit weird, like to take photo
12. The character of you for yourself is?
- ill try to be nice to all. and make my self comfortable
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- when i drop, i will hate everyone,and also my self.
14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- no body's perfect
15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- very very thanks because u want to be part of my life,thx to always call me,ask me and like me.sometimes u may hurt me,but its ok. im not a erfect people that always smile in front of you..but deep indside my hearth,i really want to make you all happy beside me.

TAG : winda, febri,melvin,aya,adjie.

FULL

hmm...
i just want to drop some opinion..

yeah,im very2 busy these days, very tired..but some part of it i felt fun.
when i had a holiday..i miss college,but when the active day coming,i feel so lazy
thatz what life show me..
because of that..me and my boyfriend is lack of communication.

"pas aku nganggur kamu akeh tugas,pas aku akeh tugas kamu nganggur"
thats what my boyfriend said...
i can't avoid it.
i hope it wouldn't get worse.

besides...
i try to enjoy my life..
sometimes,when my condition going down,and my mood turns to bad..i cannot control my self. it become so irritating.

but yeah...exam is coming
i need to cover all my problem.
then, thank to God for all that i have.

^^

Little korea

hey..,
im doing my IDTP asggment now..
should pass up by tommoorow..
i hope i can finish it..
anyway...this monday i went to ampang,
me, esti and sandra went to Korean heritage or people also call little korea, where korean people live in malaysia. they have many restaurant, market which selling korean stuff.
we really exited!
ever we get lost..but we still happy because finally we find it
(thx to soohui for make our way..LOL)

Littel korea..really little..LOL

Lotte...estee bought a lot if think

This is our Dinner

Bibimbab~~

Finally i take picture...^^

Hamsterku...kemana kah kau berada...

i love pets..
that make my day...they throw my sadness away..
i love them as part of the family
lucky i have hamster in my house
then, 2 weeks ago we have new family,
my friend gerry gave me 2 hamsters and 2 baby hamsters
diferrent species with my hamster.
i welcome them with hugs and love..

the baby grow up..become very cute
lala (mother) and b0b0 (father) also very romantic
they loving each other everyday..

but then..today...bad news for me
i was checking their cage and...no lala and bobo there
they gone...
i try to find them in every singel place in my house,but they not there.

i hope they will come back soon
because i scared that they hungry
and mostly,i worry about the babies...they still need their mom...

comeback lala....come back home...


lala and her baby when they sleepp..the baby still red


lala and her baby


sooooo cuteeee...the siblings



see....i still dunno what the gender..hmmm...

i hope the baby can grow up..
although without their family...
i hope we can take care of them,replace their father and mother...
T^T

starbucks session

starbucks session..

alice vinny and me

my tribe

200x300



NO-T!!!!!!
no tribe!

get to know me

im just want to post it only...

for my tribalwars..LOL

this is question we need to answer with picture..

check this out!

1. Name?

2. Age?

3. Sex?

4. Location?

5. Favorite Color?

6. Favorite Band?

7. Favorite Movie?

8. Favorite Actor?

9. Favorite Actres?

10. Favorite Holiday Destination?

11. Favorite Food?

12. Favorite Word?

13. You Won The Lotto... What would you buy?

sharing

I dont know why these days i like to share video in my blog ..
it feels like my sense of music come back..
(thx estee for supply me,and keep me upgrade)
accidently found old korean artist but new album,
it like recall my junior high school memories..
and make feeling like love,adore comes up..

ok..here we go..
one of the GOD member which is tae woo..
he come with great song and will touch your hearth..
suitable for mellow soul..hahaha

check this out!




and also ho young
GOD member..i have one fav song of him,
but its not singel..feature TIm
i think Tim voice also support the song..

check this out!



i hope you guys enjoy!
anyway..i keep playing kim tae woo song during im bloging..
ahahhaa
^^

Never ending song

i love Fly to the Sky soo much,
one of korean boyband and quiet long exsist in Korean music
today,i accidently opne You tube and saw their live perfomance..
No dubbing, No recording...it is live petformance
and..ya..
they was preety GooD...EXELENT!

one of my fav song.."Like a Man"
i would like to share this love to you guys!




#one of my fav video in the end of this blog,check that out!

miss u

i miss my boyfriend sooo muchhh!!!!!

judge,anything!

i hate people who did sins in front of me..
i hate when i should saw it,
i hate people who trying to lie with their self..
i hate when i should know it,

i know that naive person never acceptable in anywhere,
although in my hearth..you are off!!
if we talking about balance of life..i always said that he too good to me,
and he too PERFECT to Her!
i never realize that life is not fair..
although about them,also not fair!
than,how come he cannot open his eyes and look at the truth!
BLiNd of Love issit??!!
what an excuses...

God will know...,
i never want to judge anyone..
till it hurting me

Classmate day part 2

today..its the classmate day part 2
we went to suriamas,again..
hahaha...
yeehue and kate finally join us..
we did afternoon activity,...which is sport
we played badminton,swim,and sauna
veryyy nice...^^

i toke a lot of picture today..
im too excited until i forgot to take my own picture..
hahha..never mind.. atleast i had a lot of fun when i toke picture of you guys..
you know why..
because,

"if you only remember,it will be lost by the time,

if you have a picture,u can always remember "

-Nadia Nicole-

just a sharing

my girl friend gave a poison to my mind..

it influences the way i think...

into a bad thoughts

I'm being a negative person.

who hate everyone infront of me,

who looked someone in negative way

im hating my self also..

and hates everyone in the world

-so bad!

More photo.. ^^




housemate racing _estee+cly+me



housemate racing_me+FB+cly