Saturday, October 31, 2009

CUMPLER by orange&Lemon

well done people!
finally we come to the end..
almost 2,5 months we spent together..
especially the last 4 weeks we almost spent every single day in library and being the last person in the library
get trapped with a bunch of assignment and pressure is not fun..
but trapped with you guys and work together is one of my sweet time!
especially when I'm the only feminine creature among guys..
you guys really take a good care of me.. fetch me, and accompany me.
if I'm inpatient you guys will calm me down, and tell me if i did wrong
didn't treat me like queen, although I'm the only girl in this team.
Our time is really precious to me.

Issac my billy jeans.. my lengzai..thanks for mostly fetch me and waiting for me.. I really appreciate your presence, coz your cute face is my inspiration XD

Joe my executive art director.. although you gave me so much trouble and you are so noisy, but really you helping me so much, especially the last day of project you said "I'm here with you, dun worry"

Colin.. thanks for being so gentleman and care. always helping me to pack my stuff and remains me about everything that I careless.you are Good guy with amazing brain.

Casper, thanks for offering transport for me, bring everyone in when there is a dinner, and have big group feeling.

Justin,you are the best leader! passion, brave and full of motivation. I really thank to have you as our leader. thanks to you coz you want to have self discloser with us.

Joon, thanks for being passion with Joe and helping him for our project. thanks for making fun of him and give us a good joke. your work is very neat and full of passion, I love to see you as our team!


we might not get A+ for our assignment. but we get A for our friendship!
but cross your fingers ..pray for the best

my self!

what is the best thing instead of using guffi-mickey short pants, pinky slipper, white shirt and monkey jaket...
especially when you are in playground and hiking,jumping and spinning around???


really long time didn't dress like this, do like this and pose like this..
I miss my self in this way...
if I can be both feminine and boyish style... I will so complete.

kara-mister

I watches this before, and seems this glow-in the- dark style is getting famouse
w0w0w0w0w0w

hwanhee's new album

Hwanhee...
finally you are left brian for this...
because you're in my heart




lucky girl!

I want to be her if I can...
loved by those handsome boys is like getting a BIG happiness in my life.
so cute~

HAHAHHA!!!




haha...i dun really understand what are they trying to do..but it's funny

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

another definition from my friend

Pada saat kau SUKA padanya, kau akan MEMAKSANYA untuk menyukaimu.

Pada saat kau SAYANG padanya, kau akan MEMBIARKANNYA MEMILIH.

Pada saat kau CINTA padanya, kau akan selalu MENANTINYA dengan setia dan tulus...


SUKA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata, "Ia sangat tampan."

SAYANG adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan melihatnya dari hatimu dan bukan matamu.

CINTA adalah saat kau melihatnya kau akan berkata, "Buatku dia adalah anugerah terindah yang pernah Tuhan berikan padaku.."



I'm ready to fall in love, no matter what the consequences is...
I'm ready to broken heart..
and I'm ready to waiting for you. no matter what your feel about me.


26 oct

happy birthday joon!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

you 2

You make my curiosity about God that I know well....
You make me want to know him more,..

please don't let me in love with you
but with my Lord

- spirit of God fall down, ignite in me again..

you 1

God....
Am I meant to him?
or..
I just think too much?

I just wanna be a friends. just want to know you more....

Friday, October 23, 2009

I want to relieve it..

I really love my hometown!
I love Blitar, I love Malang, I love Indonesia!
I loves the people out there, I love the food! I love the television entertainment.
I love the smell of trees, grass and dog! I love the hit.. (although it's getting so hot)
I don't want to drag my feet to step out! i need this comfortable and safety place.
and this will complete,
if you want to be my bus stop, and waiting for me till I come back again....
will you?

Monday, October 19, 2009

wake up

If it is just a dream...
please...let me wake up,
coz I'm too happy with it.
I know that my life still bitter and pain.
and you are too sweet to be true

Sunday, October 18, 2009

nothing gonna change my love for you

Khalil Fong sing the song with his own version..
this is an old song, but really nice to listen. beautiful as in it's from heart and touch my heart
always remind me of our dreamer friendship...
no one deserve it except you guys!
nothing gonna change my love for you....dedicated to all dreamers



for the first time in my life...
I feel don't want to step up for place that I stand now..
because of you guys.. completely each of my day

from friend.. and its true

24 selingan dalam hidup

Jangan tertarik kepada seseorang karena parasnya, sebab keelokan paras dapat menyesatkan. Jangan pula tertarik kepada kekayaannya, karena kekayaan dapat musnah. Tertariklah kepada seseorang yang dapat membuatmu tersenyum, karena hanya senyum yang dapat membuat hari-hari yang gelap menjadi cerah. Semoga kamu menemukan orang seperti itu.

Ada saat-saat dalam hidup ketika kamu sangat merindukan seseorang, sehingga ingin hati menjemputnya dari alam mimpi dan memeluknya dalam alam nyata. Semoga kamu memimpikan orang seperti itu

Bermimpilah tentang apa yang kamu impikan, pergilah ke tempat-tempat kamu ingin pergi, jadilah seperti yang kamu inginkan, karena kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu kesempatan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang ingin kamu lakukan

Semoga kamu mendapatkan kebahagiaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu baik hati, cobaan yang cukup untuk membuatmu takut, kesedihan yang cukup untuk membuatmu manusiawi, pengharapan yang cukup untuk membuatmu bahagia dan uang yang cukup untuk membeli hadiah-hadiah

Ketika satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, pintu yang lain dibukakan. Tetapi acapkali kita terpaku terlalu lama pada pintu yang tertutup sehingga tidak melihat pintu lain yang dibukakan bagi kita

Sahabat terbaik adalah dia yang dapat duduk berayun-ayun di beranda bersamamu, tanpa mengucapkan sepatah katapun, dan kemudian kamu meninggalkannya dengan perasaan telah bercakap-cakap lama dengannya

Sungguh benar bahwa kita tidak tahu apa yang kita miliki sampai kita kehilangannya, tetapi sungguh benar pula bahwa kita tidak tahu apa yang belum pernah kita miliki sampai kita mendapatkannya

Pandanglah segala sesuatu dari kacamata orang lain. Apabila itu menyakitkan hatimu, sangat mungkin hal itu menyakitkan hati orang itu pula.

Kata-kata yang diucapkan sembarangan dapat menyulut perselisihan. Kata-kata yang kejam dapat menghancurkan suatu kehidupan. Kata-kata yang diucapkan pada tempatnya dapat meredakan ketegangan. Kata-kata yang penuh cinta dapat menyembuhkan dan memberkahi.

Awal dari cinta adalah membiarkan orang yang kita cinta menjadidirinya sendiri, dan tidak merubahnya menjadi gambaran yang kita inginkan. Jika tidak, kita hanya mencintai pantulan diri sendiri yang kita temukan dalam dia.

Orang-orang yang paling berbahagia tidak selalu memiliki hal-hal terbaik, mereka hanya berusaha menjadikan yang terbaik dari setiap hal yang hadir dalam hidupnya

Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dengan beberapa orang yang salah sebelum kita bertemu dengan orang yang tepat, kita harus mengerti bagaimana berterima kasih atas karunia itu

Hanya diperlukan waktu semenit untuk menaksir seseorang, sejam untuk menyukai seseorang dan sehari untuk mencintai seseorang, tetapi diperlukan waktu seumur hidup untuk melupakan seseorang

Kebahagiaan tersedia bagi mereka yang menangis, mereka yang disakiti hatinya, mereka yang mencari dan mereka yang mencoba. Karena hanya mereka itulah yang menghargai pentingnya orang-orang yang pernah hadir dalam hidup mereka

Cinta adalah jika kamu kehilangan rasa, gairah, romantika dan masih tetap peduli padanya

Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah ketika kamu bertemu seseorang yang sangat berarti bagimu dan mendapatinya pada akhirnya bahwa tidak demikian adanya dan kamu harus melepaskannya

Cinta dimulai dengan sebuah senyuman, bertumbuh dengan sebuah ciuman dan berakhir dengan tetesan air mata.

Cinta datang kepada mereka yang masih berharap sekalipun pernah dikecewakan, kepada mereka yang masih percaya sekalipun pernah dikhianati, kepada mereka yang masih mencintai sekalipun pernah disakiti hatinya

Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintaimu, tetapi yang lebih menyakitkan adalah mencintai seseorang dan tidak pernah memiliki keberanian untuk mengutarakan cintamu kepadanya

Masa depan yang cerah selalu tergantung kepada masa lalu yang dilupakan, kamu tidak dapat hidup terus dengan baik jika kamu tidak melupakan kegagalan dan sakit hati di masa lalu.

Jangan pernah mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mau mencoba, jangan pernah menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup, jangan pernah mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya

Memberikan seluruh cintamu kepada seseorang bukanlah jaminan dia akan membalas cintamu! Jangan mengharapkan balasan cinta, tunggulah sampai cinta berkembang di hatinya, tetapi jika tidak, berbahagialah karena cinta tumbuh di hatimu.

Ada hal-hal yang sangat ingin kamu dengar, tetapi tidak akan pernah kamu dengar dari orang yang kamu harapkan untuk mengatakannya. Namun demikian, janganlah menulikan telinga untuk mendengar dari orang yang mengatakannya dengan sepenuh hati.

Waktu kamu lahir, kamu menangis dan orang-orang di sekelilingmu tersenyum... Jalanilah hidupmu sehingga pada waktu kamu meninggal, kamu tersenyum dan orang-orang di sekelilingmu menangis

this is funny

have you heard about super junior M?
some of the member of Suju combine with 2 additional member from china. their debut quite nice and I can say that they are really make a big influence in the china's music.

and this is one video that for me... funny!
During the middle of the performance, Zhou Mi's voicecracked which caused Kyuhyun to look down at the ground and laugh. While the other members carried on professionally, Kyuhyun couldn't stop himself from laughing. Fortunately, this was captured by a fan via fancam and all of us can also join in on the laughter.

I laughed as well! how come kyunghyun so bad... i mean, yeah it's a spontaneous responds.. i like it

check this out

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Happy boyfriends!

hey hey hey...
today I took 478 picture from my web cam with my 7 boyfriends..
wanna share here..exclusive!!!

actually I force them to take picture with me, coz I feel confident with dress that I wear today
"better you do what I said ya" hahaha
we took it in black and white because it's look classy and make us blend together.
tell me which one is looks photo genie.

me and colin

me and jo

me and casper

mw and justin

me and leng zai issac(cute!)

me and max(my fav!)

me and joon (look natural)


I was wondering why I have high self esteem recently...
hahah... need more diet to gain more self esteem :)


Friday, October 16, 2009

100% seriously manage!

I need to be careful ...
if not I will fall in to you....
and I don't want it happen!

"thanks for make me feel I'm not alone... and make me feel as a girl. thanks... you are bless from God to me... :)"


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

note from the guys, and it's about guys

*thank's ce angel for tag me in this note!
NOTE FROM GUYS AND IT'S ABOUT GUYS<>

- We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.


We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.


- We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 am that it can't wait till the morning.


- Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.


- The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.


- Don't be mad when we hold the door open.


- Take Advantage of the mood I'm in.


- Let us pay for you!
Dont 'feel bad.
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you".


- Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.


- You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.


- Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.


- Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.


- Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/'beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either ; )


Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!


Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "I love you" ..and actually mean it.



ADVICE:

*Holding Hands
Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.


*Movies
Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder.
Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.


*Loving each other
Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it.


*Laying below the stars
Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heartbeat.
Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.





reunion


We are planning to make a reunion for SDK Santa Maria Blitar angkatan 2001
check HERE for discussiion

new hair style


today.... 4 times my hair washed...
what does it means..
means...
I ready to my new hairtyle!!


check this out


not satisfied with the colour, I decided to highlight my hair...
money said it was good..for me, just normal.coz you know that actually i wanted to colour block my hair so badly, but since money prepare the hairstyle for me, i want to appreciate her for it!


yeah back to the my boyish-long hair... I dunno weather it suits for my age now
I'm 20... but yeah, still young, free, and available :)

Monday, October 12, 2009

how you manage your love?

when someone start to ask about your daily food,
means that person cares about you...

I'm afraid to falling in love.

don't drive me so far, coz I'm just a fragile's hearth

Sunday, October 11, 2009

aldi...your first and last birthday with me

Happy birthday friend!
friend that always share hobby with me
this is my first time celebrating your birthday
I hope this is not the last time :)


Me_and_Myboyfriends


where we having our desert
max going crazy

justin&colin
joon join us doing his own work
talkative joe and billy jean


seems so long I didn't hang out totally only with guys...
I still remember last time I was hang out only with guys is with my TiTi and Jo, one 'n half years back.
but nowadays, seems like God giving me a lot of happiness to fill my days with my boyfriends
I just realize that being single is normal, and hang out with opposite sex (without any special feeling) is so fun!
I almost forget how does it feel. and seriously It feel so relief to me.
we need to hang out more often :)

Friday, October 9, 2009

keep counting

is one month... I'm being single.
and all the pain that I gone through, seems threw down deep inside my heart.
I'm happy.. with all my life and all that I have now.
FREEDOM. HAPPINESS.LIFE

but sometimes counting is carving the sore,
and make me looks idiots and feckless
I just don't want to remember it, but tough to forget it.
I want to stop counting the days and recall any date that made the sickness.
STOP..right now!

Thursday, October 8, 2009

suju-2pm kids ver

I was laughing like hell when watch this video..this kids are amazing!!

Monday, October 5, 2009

D'ultimate birthday bash picture - credit to chin

with my scotland boy :P

another version of F4

the real F4, with our role play
(christin=maskot, alice=promoter,nadia=special guest,vinny=lady gaga)

with medan-ers

Red carpet

friends and family

brighter smile :)

I'm enjoy in d'ultimate birthday bash by digi, you guys are ROCKS!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

D'ultimate birthday bash!!

D'ultimate birthday bash by DiGi and propassion..
one thing I can say ROCK!!!!
I enjoyed alot! will upload the picture soon. coz need to ask from my friend. I didn't bring my lovely DLSR anyway.. hahaha


Saturday, October 3, 2009

lol

I'm busy blind dating people..
and upload a bombastic photo in facebook for my friend to have heart attack...
follow me!! hahahah
I have a fun life!!!!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

dasar stupid !!!!!

putus bukan berarti ndak sayang kan?
hehehe....