new korean group....
called nadia. oh gosh...
they use my name!!!
i will love it
Saturday, November 28, 2009
just go back from family trip...
after Genting and Singapore that make me exhausted, finally my brother need to go back tomorrow
left me, my mother, first bro and sist in law.
when I keep browsing and open my FB, since I was off in 2 days I found this quotation:
"The Love that Could Never Happen"
It's really close to someone that I've been thinking lately..
My love that I've been waiting but never get answer.
He was fill my mind these days, but yeah...just wanna pray fro him again and again
hope he could get away from his problem.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
I really really like that phone...
You know that I wanted it so much, until I looking for it by my self, in the whole surabaya
I wish I can use it longer....
actually... I have lost my phone twice..and this is the third time.
this is first time I dare to buy a pricy phone, after I lost some phone before and made a bit trauma in my life. this is first time I dare to have a lilbit hi tech phone
I really want to enjoy, I really want to proud
that is why I take care of it, I really appreciate it.
but yeah, really.. It's hurt, and shocked!
I hate loosing something that I try to hold on.-everyone don't like it-
I try my best.. but It was too late.
I miss the phone... I miss the phone chain the most!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
this is what I really amaze!!
only in 5 years... a lot of changes from my passport picture!
my friend said it look likes from china imigran become ibu pejabat XD
another one said from drugs addict become healthy :)
hahahaha...what a joke! my face become joke now ..
but finally..YEAY!!!! new passport!
will collect new stamp from different country :)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
don't be so disappointed friend
I know that you are so -thing too much- kind of person
and make it too deep until you can't breath
If you think this is a fight - yes it is
and If you don't agree with whatever I said - yes you can
but If you DISAPPOINTED with what I said in PM or BLOG it's your fault
because you don't know who am I
I always doing it and don't care whatever people said. - coz This is what I feel!
and feeling is very OBJECTIVE. you need to remember: feeling is keep changing!
anyway, I don't really know that you care about my PM -coz people use to ignore it (thank's that you care)
and I don't really bother that my Pm is going to your news feed..
this is life.. bitter and pain -sometimes
but you must know.. It's nothing called Friendship if there is no fight inside.
when you can handle the problem, there is when your friendship growing
that is why I'm still staying here and not avoiding conflict.
hope you read this blog and understand.
*I don't care whether you like me or not, no one can shape my image in your heart except your self, but I like you so much with whatever that you feel about me, with everything that you done to me, no matter who you are. maybe you prefer friend that always keep something inside, but I'm not that kind of person, that's how the way you know me actually.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
still In the imagination of my dating with Yoo Seung Ho , I was hunting for some scene where by He looks goods at it. and eventually I found...
He is the one who act for Tiara (a girls group) MV - tittle Lies
Actually He quite hot, act like a fool and play around with the girls until He kissed them! - no matter what he just an actor that play his role.
but yeah.. 16 years old boy can't be as gorgeous as this is still HOT.
check this out
Saturday, November 14, 2009
and then our date continue...
he holding my hands after we go out from the store
we eating some sea-food stuff in the beach side. I feeding him
hee feed me too~~~ ♡ ♡
we enjoy the sun set together
he lay down on me :)
any finally he give me flower (coz my love meter only 84%..i want get kisss!!!)
this is my virtuall blind date
but I still want to get above 95% so I can kiss him!! hahahaha
OMG it's looks stupid!
but every sweet things that he do in our "virtual date" was make my heart beat!
on my half-way..coz lagging...
this is so far my date with him.
I woke up
he wait for me outside my house
he come to my car, we will drive to beach
he gave me dools
he hold my hand and enjoy beach together
another killer smile
he ask me "gwecanayo?"
he getting wet after raved down by water
I accompany him buy a shirt
I peek him, when he changes clothes
Friday, November 13, 2009
since yesterday when I was hang out with vinny, I was wondering that if I can go for a date.
I meant it..
I mean.. it's not a relationship... just a date.. just having fun... just two of us.
and I found this virtual dating with korean star name yoo seung ho
it's a game, but in korean languages :(
wow... really beautifull.. feel like play tho!
check this out
Guys, I really sad when the media said that most probably you wouldn't comeback together,
in addition, you will MIA for long time.
I was your big fans...
Yes I am still..
but after everything that happen to three of you (jaejoong, xiah, mickey) I really don't know how you guys gonna continue this.
I was praying that It's gonna be over soon.
I really wish that you guys will together again and sing for us.
I still miss your concert and want to wait until you come again to Malaysia
But now.. everything seems doesn't go well..
and I need to face that You guys might not be together again.
solo carrier... is that what you guys wanna be?
and no more TVXQ.....
*I will still keep everything that I have, I'm still your big fans!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
the best situation in my version:
1. It must be my spare time
2. the day must be cold
3. because of the rain
4. it must be afternoon
5. listening Korean music
6. thinking about someone that you "like"
BEST BEST BESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!
you know that Don bang shin ki recently have to faced their problem with SM entertainment
but they still can launch their new japan single
what amaze! their voice still beautifull!
although the sound is not -so- clear, but still beautifully song
toki wo tomete!
check this out!
Tuhan terima kasih...
dan aku bener2 bangga punya Allah seperti Engkau
aku punya semangat untuk dibagi..
aku punya kasih untuk berbagi...
dan aku punya kerinduan untuk mendoakan tiap orang yang kukasihi..
aku sudah menyelesaikan semua bebeban di hatiku...yang harusnya aku marah,
yang aku mau kasih semangat, yang aku menggebu2 ingin menyembah
semua sudah ku keluarkan!
Lord. now I need to study,
kini saat nya aku untuk memulai perangku..perang akhir di semeterku
Bless me Lord with your Glory...
semoga aku bisa konsen belajar maksimum tingkat ferari ato subaru
sehingga besok aku bisa kasih yg terbaik buat semua orang!
Tuhan! aku bangga punya Allah seperti Engkau.
I surrender Lord.. aku percaya kekuatan terbesar itu pada saat aku sendiri dan Tuhan disampingku,
tuntun aku Tuhan! giving my best!
Love you LORD!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
You don't know how happy I am now..
I really2 want to spread and share my happiness to the world.
When you feel that people surround you is really loves you
when they all really care about you!
especially when the person that you care a lot, come back to his life.
Thx Lord for giving my friend back to the real life.
I hope it's not just for a moment.
Pray for him always~