Monday, March 29, 2010


saya tidak tau kenapa saia ter-obsesi dengan high top sneakers ???!!!
I will get it when easter end! HAHAHAHA

kemaren di Gloria jeans..

I Hate Public Relations !!

Friday, March 26, 2010

holding back the tears

when Everybody is not around,
Don't even dare to call for help.
when the sorrow comes...
and the fear dominate my heart
I just can't hold my tears...

and song, Is what that I need..
Holding back the tears~

Thursday, March 25, 2010


This is the fifth week since I do abstinence and fasting. But, this is when the memorable moment recorded.

It had been so long since I never felt like this.

Ever Since we sat together, long time ago, just like a family. Me and my friends watch the movie.
I couldn't recall when the first time I watched it, but it's clear captured in my mind when is the last time.
When Everybody was crying, and ask to stop the movie, just because they can't stand the horrific look of their King.. Jesus.
I was there.
just sit quietly, little Nadia trying to held the anger that mixed with the the pain that His going through.. because of Me and You.

Now, The pain still there.. and It hurts me so much until I can't deceive it.
I am the one who spit on Him with every dirty word from my mouth!
I am the one who whip Him with every bad habit that hurt other people!
I am the one who shout, claim Him to be crucified under my sin...!
I am The one Who Killed Him with all my excuses and Lie to justify my self!
Oh Lord!!
Even after all that I do, You still ask forgiveness of me!!
You said that I don't know what I do
And You still Love Me!!

Oh God...,
I'm just not deserve for all of this.. really I've just a sinner that hurt You everyday
that whip You every time I hurt someone else,
that nailing You until the mark never been gone.
But You still sacrifice for Me.

If I can pay this with the rest of my life,I will...
I promise You, that I will try my best to follow your command,
and never give up of anything that you trust for me.

*Thank's for today Experience.. Strengthen me!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

mind map

apakah gambar saya cukup bagus?

Sunday, March 21, 2010


I don't know
I just love whatever that I have now
everything in the past..., that ever hurt me so much...
seems doesn't matter to me anymore.

It always be a piece of journey... that colour my life.
until I can be what I wanted to be .... now.
but whatever it is, I just left it behind.
and step ahead

with every single friends that You gave to me,
and family with a huge pride of me,
with their love...
It's enough for make me alive, make me more than what I reach now!

I'm alive, when everybody that I love is life happily
So, please protect them ... Dear Lord.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Super Junio

This is Super Junior Stage in Malaysia.
It's so close with the confinient.
Now, I feel like going to the concert,
but too bad..
it's late.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (tertawa penyesalan)


Friday, March 19, 2010

new hair style

WhiLe in Saloon....

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Thanks James for the new HairstyLe~
Thx Issac for accompany us :)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

heart broken

I hate the back-step thingy.. but I think This is what just happen in My Dream..
Oh God help them! Give them a good heart to realise that some act might destroy everything.
reveal it!

Monday, March 15, 2010

Ridzuan condo

This is a great place where me and my friends stay in the past 3 years
It was very comfortable (since most of my friends stay) , convenient (with market and all kind of food) and very nice place to stay
sad to say, It's not the fact that we face today..

Maybe because undisciplined of the resident to pay or keep changing management that makes our Ridzuan in critical condition now. with no proper fee to spent for maintenance, they wouldn't be able to fix things that need to be repair.
one of the major problem is the lift operation. there is three blocks in ridzuan condo, every block has 27 floors and there is only 1 lift working in every block.
I was in that condition for almost 3 months. It's trouble us so much especially when we are in emergency time. go up by stairs is faster then waiting for the lift. is so sad tho!
the end of last year was 2 lift working, It's already give us trouble. it happened because ridzuan loose most of the resident regarding their competition with suriamas (new condo front) .

Some of the resident might just mumble and complain behind, but some of it will speak up.
and this is a fact the unsatisfied resident towards the management. as we know the resident is not only student, there are most of the household living here. they wouldn't just shout up and accept everything. they want the management to fix it!

This is what I found In you tube about it

*leaking part is my fav,I have my own version of it's like a giant waterfall in the emergency stairs

Hope it will repair soon...

Friday, March 12, 2010

Special Thanks

Thank's Grace , for sharing with me your wonderful secret
make my "narcism" to the max XD

Thursday, March 11, 2010

ini namanya hobby mahal

I have a big interest on photography, and everyone knows that s not a cheap hobby
My DSLR camera was 7 digits Indonesian rupiah, and if i want to expand my wings,
I need to add more digits to buy the equipment,
so far.. I'm stuck with it. no purse injection :P

and do you think when I see this I wouldn't interest with it?

Fuji Instax mini

camera that was rare found in everywhere, because there is no more film supply for it
but since toy cam is famous the demand of it still high
It's quite pricey, not..this is pricey
Then fuji saw there is still a demand on this camera, they produce the new one
which is very good and fashionable @_@

with so many choice of color, and the design it was really interesting
they designed it small size that easy to carry out
with a variation of brightness adjustment, it's user friendly for people like us.
it worth of 1.000.000 IDR until 1.750.000 IDR
but don;t worry, it's just a starter that you need to spend if you want to own this cute camera
and for using it, you need to put your asset more to the film which is look like this:

fuji intax film

they still maintain the film with 10 pieces of 1 pack, you can have it with 90.000IDR
which is so expencip!!!!
means that If you like to take a lot of picture you need to dig up you pocket for more money

I'm pure fans of photography, and I'm a good photographer
but, Is this worth for me?

Sunday, March 7, 2010

How famouse.

U-know dong bang shin ki was landed in L.A on March 5th. as we know that leader of DBSK is participating Korea leg of the concert This Is it, dedicated to Michael Jackson. Do you know How proud the fans is...
I'm totally proud.
He is one of the best singer in Korea and now, He is going to L.A for represent Korean in the International production as a dancer. big Wow~

looking to this video, I keep my attention to his appearance. He is just a normal human, with a simple apparel with cap, specs, and headphone - everybody can do it. but what makes every eyes will come after him? even we don't know who he is.
while I watch, there is some question that appear in my mind " how come this kind of person easy to get attention,but yet, people that dressed like him, and wanted to get attention by public, couldn't get it"

Yes... He got the charm! a star charm.

People like me and you maybe want to have that of perfect look that the celebrities have it, and we just trying to be good looking with take care of our self and become more fashionable person.
follow the trend, have the same style or maybe buy a branded stuff and expensive things to be similar with fashion that we want to follow. with up to date fashion and different look, people will looking after us, comment on our appearance, maybe follow our style. it will raise your confident.

but, can we just become a normal person, can't we caught people attention?
it's more relief when people like you because the way you are, they way you treat them not because what you have, and what you wear?

I just want to be a normal person, and other people love me..
how lucky you are when you don't need to change your self for other people.

but I really adore the headphones XD

LOL ^^

Friday, March 5, 2010


I bought it last pair with 30% discount!!!!
this is what I want! :) ..and plz more more shoessss

Thursday, March 4, 2010


Recently I was really concern about my self. I begin with manage my weight, do some diet, doing more sport, and more discipline to take care of my body. Since I'm single and nothing to worry about, this is the perfect time for me to seriously change my appearance. It's not bad right?
I just want to start manage my self to be more good looking person, and one way to start is with following up to date fashion.
nah.. that's one of my desire now. and I start to looking for some style that suitable for me and still on
check out my fav style :

* I want a biker jacket so badly, since it was booming last year, but I want to have it this year, It's abit too late, but It's still georgeus to see those people with this style. and I think I will suit me better. I have one jacket almost the same with one in the right, and I can wear it like that.

* with a touch up of korean style, and make a boyish image, I can combine it with high top sneaker or the slim shoes (I dunno what it calls) so It will be more casual and simple compare to using biker shoes or high heels.more brighter color more outstanding for high top sneakers

this slim shoes are actually around 80RM above but can get cheaper if buy the girls style.
I want white colour or brown colour.

* i loved this square top in forever21, I tried it last week, but I'm not be able to buy it. maybe next month will be a good time to have it ( if it's available) but I really love the green color!! :(

this is mine .. and I love it so much!! the material is very comfortable for outing, no worries if get sweat.
I want get another one :))

and I think both of it can be mix match.. so the biker jacket will be shorter than the square top. and maybe can be like this

maybe it will look perfect if I lose my weight first and take care of my skin. hopefully can have it in this semester. Can;t wait untill big sale coming! woohoo~~~

random thingking

I need to think about my friendship that I try to maintain
I think I should not hold it at the first place..
it's just getting worst, everyone starts to thing only about their benefit and forget other people.
I hate that kind of person.
and now I'm living with them.

*God I'm getting sick of it, am I be able to hold it, or it's gonna explode soon?

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

for somebody out there

I don't want to have a fight.
I just want to tell the truth:
You are getting selfish now!
You need to introspect your self whether you are changes or not
and it might changes us too.
it's painful when we try to care about you but you just reject.
and some will not beg for it.
life it's not about you and your Bf
you will need other people someday

*I hope you aware of it.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Spirit first day of school

atleast...I have spirit in the first day of school.
so that I will have extra spirit to top up my power
If no fire at the first, how can it be at the last??
I did prepare it lil bit,and make it special.
although I have COLD now..

gado2 book introduction

pencil case with the best pen that I had (left) haha

time table changeable (i hope alot of changes!!)