Monday, April 1, 2013

New life

Im single now. Don't ask :-)

Monday, March 11, 2013

epy wedding

today is mbak epy wedding
setelah teriak2 di acara rekat paroki santo yusuf, aku datang ke pesta nikahan epy, yg kebetulan di adakan di rumahnya..., undanganya jam 930, datangku jam 2 siang, sampe terop pun sudah dilepas.. hahahah
namun nggak nyesel ah.. soalnya dapet banyak wejangan..
kayak pas ngomongin masalah mama, dia bilang kalau nggak pas buat aku mengeluhkan ttg behaviour mama, karena aku tau alasan mama menjadi seperti sekarang ini, because she is the only child and single parents, that is why she is so dominan.
and the second is.. beda nya cowok yg diajak ngomong males mikir, sama bener2 nggak ngerti. if he really dont understand he will find out how to understand, but if he lazy, he just don't care.. thats it..
hahaha... makin bersyukur punya pacara kayak Dion Kriswandi.. because he always trying to understand me..


Friday, March 1, 2013

when I get stressed....

i got to Toko Pelangi..... ahayyy

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

the baby born

happy born day barotelli and biemini, son and daughter of Jaide and abul.. <3 p="">please be healty and grow slowly :)

Friday, February 15, 2013

happy born day notty

after waiting for so long... Im introduce you...


eventhough she is not the newest technology, but when the first time i saw her, i want her soo much
and now I got it for my Chinese new year present, since I need to bed rest for the rest of the day

the condition was really smooth and look like new..
ooppss.. i haven't told you, she wasn't new... I got second hand from a person i knew in the internet.
which after a while, he told us that he is a doctor. LOLx..
honestly, doesn;t look like one..haha
but he look smart, and gadget maniac

anyway, I got it for 4,350,000 rupiah, the new one was 5,2 that day...
still have guarantee untill september. and condition real good.

so, quick we go to WTC to make over notty,
there is one interesting story...
So, i want to give notty a simple case, the slim case, because the other side of case is the back cover of the notty's battery, so actually we need to take out the original and place it with the case, so notty will look slimer and simple
not expensive, just 125,000 rupiah
I found my! but guess... we cannot find any replica case which can fit nicely with notty.
its a cliche.. we need to buy the original to fix with notty
so after changing linke 18 times, finally we left the shop and move to other shop
there was one original case.. orange.. fit nicely..but 250,000 rupiah
but titi said to me, indrectly not to give up and find other shop.

so we came to one samsung shop, and we found orange case with 200,000 rpiah...
titi wasn't give up.. he talk and bargain very smooth with the owner... it drops till 180,000!
i got case for notty, with a good price... very clever boy

special thanks for titi fandy, helping me to get this little friend.. and with passion,

Monday, February 4, 2013

bed rest

hello loocco mocco tocco
this is the sixth day i was sick, they said it was dengue.
wow it was so long since i had it last time, quite dramatized i remember...broken hearth? ehemmm

the doctor was pretty good and handsome too, so i don't mind when he ask me to put needle on my back..first time. however he still 27 and single  hahahah
anyway my trobosit dramaically decrease...the standart is 150-440 and mine was
90   83   69
whenever i walking more than 20 sencond i feel like i want to faint, my head pain
all the yummy food tasted yakkie, and the yakkie food taste yummy

anyway, i though bed rest at home is a good idea because mom doesnt have to pay more for hospital, but i forgot that i need someone to taking care of me, which littarelaly.. NONE!
even my mom doesnt care about me!
and when i cried! heyyy she changes... only one day :(
tha day after she forget about me, tada

im trying to get my self better and better everyday, but sorry to say i think is even worst
now my hand starting to appear red dot, in the legs area as well... eventhough my appetite has started to raise, that is why im going to eat alot alot alot

Yesterday I was surprised with 2 univited guest from surabaya who came to my home
the said his name is fady? and i was like who is that? just let them in and let them se my condition
and surpriseeeeee...i was DION AND TITI
oh so sweeeettttttt *HUG
best boyfriend ever.. i really thank God that he still giving his time, even i know he is busy, going through far, to look at my condition. really appreciated sayang, you are my spirit :)

anyway.. im going to rest now.. getting bored at home. but i need to get used to it :)

Saturday, January 26, 2013

in my space

when i lay down in my room, im thinking how comfort this place
everything that i need is here, when i want something there always people served, and if there was something wrong, mama ready to taking care of it.
but why i feel uncomfortable, stuck, and pressured?
when all that I need is fulfilled, supposedly everything is good. but i don't think this is good...?
even though the job that has given to me is quite challenging , especially the system need to be upgrade,
but i feel has no sense of belonging here
only mom who asked me to stay, because of her age.. she deserves retirement
if this is the process for me to love this job, when this is going to end?
a year has been passed, and im not yet passed the test, this is getting worst
or maybe its just my feeling, after all past 7 years i've been away from home, now i need to accept the truth..
but till when?
I'm stuck... not growing...
lost my humility, lost my feeling of sincerely
but the vision still strong, I want to have my own business and not tied by the moral duty.
going that way, I'm still not sure as well..
resolution is never enough.. i need revolution.

God, answer me...what do you want me to do in my life?

Saturday, January 12, 2013


i made design for dion's new franchise called PASCO, also known as  PASSION OF CHOCOLATE
it's actually ice blended with many variant flavour, cost about 8.000 rupiah/ cups,
I made a simple design for his MENU and FLYER
quite easy, because the company has the Uniqe selling preposition (USP) through the image.
I was awake till 3AM to finish it, because my beloved boyfriend want ti to be DONE asap. thank to him now I have pimples in my face...
anyway.. im still loving you my dion *HUGGGG*
here we go.. DONE


Sunday, January 6, 2013


Sounds this year gonna be an interesting year..
I'm curiouse what God going to do with my life

Tahun baru pergi ke Tumpang, hampir tahun baruan di jalan karena macettttttt di kepanjen
sampe tumpang jam stgh 12.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.. and then melihat romo suster karmel nari2 *sambil bayangin wirawan * LOL

and then 31 dec-1 jan I spent my day watching korean drama, called I MISS U... 15 episodes! WOOOTTTT, sudah 2 tahun nggak liat drama korea sekrang langsung jussss

tanggal 4, DOWN...
i had a seriouse conversation with mom about my future. I said.. I will not stay in Blitar in 5 years time.
I'm not going to handle Pelangi forever. so will finish my job and moved to other city..
kind of challanger for me aye? hahahah.... that gives me a little spirit
kind of guilty saying that to my mom, but that is the TRUTH, and hopefully I can have a peacefull steps in 2013

i have 3days with no renungan... GOOD... decrease in faith LOL
hopefully I'll be back home