keep counting

is one month... I'm being single.

and all the pain that I gone through, seems threw down deep inside my heart.

I'm happy.. with all my life and all that I have now.

FREEDOM. HAPPINESS.LIFE

but sometimes counting is carving the sore,

and make me looks idiots and feckless

I just don't want to remember it, but tough to forget it.

I want to stop counting the days and recall any date that made the sickness.

STOP..right now!