one step

I feel my life move on...

move to something that definetly happen someday. but right now, I feel that this is the time.

I start to think about maturity

when I need to decide my own life, with my future family.

I begin to think about getting old..

about how old people interpret this life.

I begin to think about death.

about how old people that cares me, think about that.

You know, I realize that life it's not as longer as I felt

It's just a short time.

Esspecially for my mom, my uncle and my grandmother...life it's just for awhile.

For me, I don't know when God what me to end this journey.

might be later, maybe tommorow, and all that I have it's nothing.

20, it's just in front of me now...

not more that 20 day's I will officially have my 20 years old.

this is the time when teenages start to think about their future carrier, their dream, and family.

I need to be ready for that...for being mature.