:)

Hey asshole,

I hope that you have no brain, no charm, and ugly

so that you can live more peaceful and longer

one of the best day in my life

When Lord gave me an example of true friendship
which I experienced with my best friends
and he spoke directly to me

"Sir 6:5-17

A kind mouth multiplies friends and appeases enemies,
and gracious lips prompt friendly greetings.
Let your acquaintances be many,
but one in a thousand your confidant.
When you gain a friend, first test him,
and be not too ready to trust him.
For one sort is a friend when it suits him,
but he will not be with you in time of distress.
Another is a friend who becomes an enemy,
and tells of the quarrel to your shame.
Another is a friend, a boon companion,
who will not be with you when sorrow comes.
When things go well, he is your other self,
and lords it over your servants;
But if you are brought low, he turns against you
and avoids meeting you.
Keep away from your enemies;
be on your guard with your friends.
A faithful friend is a sturdy shelter;
he who finds one finds a treasure.
A faithful friend is beyond price,
no sum can balance his worth.
A faithful friend is a life-saving remedy,
such as he who fears God finds;
For he who fears God behaves accordingly,
and his friend will be like himself."

Thanks Lord, you always made my day :)
<3 YOu the most!

pentingnya persahabatan

I still remember when the first time I came to Adelaide, my heart still attached with all my best friends in Malaysia feeling of emptiness and missing someone who really close to me, made me wanted to go back Malaysia so much. several months passed, and I still couldn't find any place which makes me comfortable as what I felt for them, It's really hard to find somebody to fill my emptiness Those longing made me wanted to go back Malaysia so much and make heavily to stayed nicely in Adelaide. but now It's different. when I am in Malaysia, there is always something that bounded me with Adelaide, something strong that attach in my heart, and I never forget it even though I am with my girlfriends. something that makes me missing Adelaide so much, makes me can't wait to going back, and those reasons realized me, that I have made a friendship over there a Friendship that brought me alive, has been fill my emptiness with love and feeling of belonging. which same amount with what I had in Malaysia. I don't say that those feeling which I felt for my GF are gone, both of them are still best friend of mine, both of them were giving me different expirince of friendship, the similiarity is they fill up my emptiness with their love, which is I need the most. feeling that I am not alone, there always will be friends around me who will help me when I need them So, when you want your life easier and full of love, please make a friend, and find your true friends * I love you guys: ALice, Vinny, Christine, Joko, Dion, Hendry you guys absolutely have my vote in heaven!! :)

learn something

being beside of my girlfriends right now is one of the best moments in my life,
laugh together, sleep together and share the burden. this really the best moment that I've waiting for since July last year.
They are really makes me so comfortable with having someone to share, knowing that they will always beside you and support whatever that you want to do.
but having such a good time reminds me with the other side of my life which not so easy but already become my habit.
I kind of miss Adelaide even though I'm in Malaysia- place where I though I am having a nightmare.
Thingking about the reason, There are some reasons that clearly state in my mind why somehow I miss Adelaide: because I can be independent, take a risk, and I acn learn a lot.
eventhough I gone through a lot of pain for being alone and no body cares, but when I look back every single things that I've gain, I've kind of proud of my self and being cherish that I'm able to do it.
my girlfriends are always all that I need: having a warm hug, people who understand you and will help you when you needed, but somehow it makes me dependent and not growing.

and now, I know that Adelaide has stolen one part of my heart that makes me want to go back. and probably one of the reason is, I have my boyfriends over there :)

I really need to thanks God for let me be in Adelaide.
Thank's God.

valentine days

hey yo this is valentine day!

and like last year, I didn't prepare any chocolate for anyone, and don't have any plan with anybody.
is not that I don't want celebrate, just the person that I want to give is not around, and I have nobody to date in valday...so sad right?? but I don't feel it's sad because I love to be single XD

I think I use to skip Valentines day nowdays... too bad too bad :)

character that I need (3)

One of my non favorite activities is stay at home and being unproductive.

YES, especially when I need to do it in my holiday time, I mean if I'm in Adelaide now,in my own room, it's going to be my choice to be at home, but Helllow, I'm in Penang, I spent almost 12 days here and I am depending on a person to bring me out and I stuck at their home for almost 3days in a row.

Oh My God, this is really not my favorite.

The condition of uncertain, depending, and have no choice is the best part which makes me lack of control and can't do anything much to changes it.- this is one of my problem.
Soon, I will have this situation everytime when I have a boyfriend or someone who I will call my other half. but I need some more space to it.
maybe what I needs are to be more understanding and patience. more easily to accept the condition without arguing or nagging, not to see who is win or lose, but more to how to solve this problem.

I'm easily to accept and be more understanding tho. but somehow I need to face that in my heart always have an argument that prove the real condition and my real reaction. just after awhile and with fully controlled, I can process it to be a better reaction.

anyway, I want someone that has a plan, A,B,C fail still have D and E. so we can choose which one is more suitable and more discussion, not only one person decision. and I hope that I have a partner who like to travel

:)

kasus bank century in my eyes

Pagi ini isenk2 temen post di wallnya tetang sebuah blog, yang dibuat oleh anak berusia 19 tahun, dan sedang menjadi buah bibir dikalangan negri kita. pantesan, ternyata blog ini adalah blog seorang anak gadis bernama Alanda anak dari Arga Tirta Kirana tertuduh kasus bank century.

It's not the first time for Indonesia having kind of issue where money is more powerfull untill can brought justice.

for me personally, meluangkan waktu membaca blog Alanda membukakan mata saya lebar2 tetang Indonesia yang masih tetap sama- malah tidak bertambah baik. sudah 5 tahun saya meninggalkan Indonesia untuk belajar di negara lain, berharap bahwa ketika saya kembali ke Indonesia, Ia akan lebih baik dan mau belajar, sehingga Ilmu2 yang saya dapat dari negri orang bisa saya terapkan, dan memajukan negara ini. tapi melihat kenyataan yang masih teteap sama. keragu raguan saya bertambah besar, apa saya siap unutk kembali ke Indonesia?

it's been 5 years, it's long enough for me to grasp all the knowledge and apply it in my own country, nasmun ketika Indonesia masih belum mau belajar dan berusaha melihat dengan kacamata yang lebih tajam, untuk hal sebesar kasus bank century saja Ia nggak bisa melihat, apalagi untuk hal hal awam yang akan saya tawarkan. yang mungkin 1000 orang lulusan luar negri sedang menunggu seperti saya

"Mungkin hal-hal seperti ini yang membuat pemuda-pemuda optimis berhenti berkarya untuk Indonesia. Mungkin hal-hal seperti ini yang membuat individu-individu brilian memilih untuk tinggal dan berkarya bagi negara lain… agar keluarga mereka tetap utuh. Supaya mereka tidak harus menghadapi ketidakadilan yang menjijikkan seperti ini."

quote dari alanda sekali lagi membelalakkan mata saya.

saya tidak punya impian untuk menjadi salah satu dari orang orang yang sehabis study berkarya di negri lain, mimpi saya adalah untuk kembali ke Indonesia dan membantu Indonesia untuk bangkit dengan cara yang simple. karena saya bukan orang luar biasa dan nggak pernah mau berurusan dengan kotornya politic negara. I want spent my life with all my family that protected by the great government who support their civilian and have a justice.

I'm still 21 years old, but I need to think carefully from now where I want to build my family since my own country can't promise us any convenient with a good way.

Mungkin banyak kasus yang sudah terjadi dari sepuluh tahun yang lalu yang masih dengan persoalan yang sama, kalo Indonesia terus mengulang masalah yang sama tanpa ada penyelasaian san solusi, apa artinya Indonesia itu belajar?

I hope that Indonesia want to learn more and be more justify with all those case in the politican society.

*Support pray for Alanda!