OBSESSION!

saya tidak tau kenapa saia ter-obsesi dengan high top sneakers ???!!!

I will get it when easter end! HAHAHAHA

kemaren di Gloria jeans..

I Hate Public Relations !!

holding back the tears

when Everybody is not around,

Don't even dare to call for help.

when the sorrow comes...

and the fear dominate my heart

I just can't hold my tears...

and song, Is what that I need..

Holding back the tears~

Pre-Easter

This is the fifth week since I do abstinence and fasting. But, this is when the memorable moment recorded.

It had been so long since I never felt like this.

Ever Since we sat together, long time ago, just like a family. Me and my friends watch the movie.

I couldn't recall when the first time I watched it, but it's clear captured in my mind when is the last time.

When Everybody was crying, and ask to stop the movie, just because they can't stand the horrific look of their King.. Jesus.

I was there.

just sit quietly, little Nadia trying to held the anger that mixed with the the pain that His going through.. because of Me and You.

Now, The pain still there.. and It hurts me so much until I can't deceive it.

I am the one who spit on Him with every dirty word from my mouth!

I am the one who whip Him with every bad habit that hurt other people!

I am the one who shout, claim Him to be crucified under my sin...!

I am The one Who Killed Him with all my excuses and Lie to justify my self!

Oh Lord!!

Even after all that I do, You still ask forgiveness of me!!

You said that I don't know what I do

And You still Love Me!!

Oh God...,

I'm just not deserve for all of this.. really I've just a sinner that hurt You everyday

that whip You every time I hurt someone else,

that nailing You until the mark never been gone.

But You still sacrifice for Me.

If I can pay this with the rest of my life,I will...

I promise You, that I will try my best to follow your command,

and never give up of anything that you trust for me.

*Thank's for today Experience.. Strengthen me!

:)

mind map

apakah gambar saya cukup bagus?

LOL

Prayer...

I don't know

I just love whatever that I have now

everything in the past..., that ever hurt me so much...

seems doesn't matter to me anymore.

It always be a piece of journey... that colour my life.

until I can be what I wanted to be .... now.

but whatever it is, I just left it behind.

and step ahead

with every single friends that You gave to me,

and family with a huge pride of me,

with their love...

It's enough for make me alive, make me more than what I reach now!

I'm alive, when everybody that I love is life happily

So, please protect them ... Dear Lord.

Super Junio

This is Super Junior Stage in Malaysia.
It's so close with the fans.so confinient.
Now, I feel like going to the concert,
but too bad..
it's late.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (tertawa penyesalan)

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