future decision

tomorrow people from UniSa will come to have a talk

It 'll be held in My College.

I hope they can help me decide where I should go

because, until now.. I'm not sure which path I belong to

one of the issue that burden my life...*sigh

random pict

new virtual BF

oh Kwan~ finally you are MINE! :)

one year friendship :)

WoW... I'm just amaze that you still remember it! :)

honestly speaking, I was wondering when we meet, but you found out first.

thx friend.. It's relief me.

*nggak ada yg lebih membahagiakan di dunia ini, selain mengetahui kalo kamu dihargai, disayangi, dan menjadi orang yg special bagi org lain. thx

lol

Hey Jason! are you looking at me? haha
*don't laugh coz I'm dizzy reading this PR book!

"bila ku ingat, senyum manismu... takkan habis waktu berangan

bila kuingat,canda tawamu.. takkan habis waktu melamun..

ingin kumiliki, hari selamanya, berdua denganmu... selamnya..

bukan hanya angan yang, kelamaan...

bila kuingat janji manismu...

kutunggu sampai malam meninggalkanku...

semoga bukan angan yg kelamaan..."

*kalo orang lagi jatuh cinta itu suka ketawa2 sendiri...

I think I'm in BLIND love now! HAHAHAHA

confession

this is my confession...

since I'm living in Malaysia for 3 years, I dunno why I still cannot improve my English properly. still very difficult to manage

even when I talk to my local friend, my English still very bad. I admit it. and it's trouble me.

now, when come to talk about those law and agreement, I cannot settle it properly. I was trying to overcome it, I tried to fight with my fear and compile the bravery to doing it. but my emotion talk before everything come out from my mouth.

Yes, this I am.

Even in Indonesia, I can't communicate properly! I can't use proper word to express something,

summore it's in English! really hard to recall..

am I really that dumb? gosh...

Really, I'm just sick of doing the wrong things

because of missunderstanding, end up only make a mess.

even when my m0m pay for my education, I still need people to be my middle man to solve this problem.

But really, I still have desire to learn. I really put effort into it

I writing blog in English, I speak to the most of my local friend in English, make friend with them.

I want to study in Australia that even very strike about the grammar (even I need to leave all my friend here)

I want to take a risk, in a way to learn English.

I'm not smart. I dun ever get the rank in class.

but I'm not stupid!

I couldn't enter Social when I was in High school It doesn't mean I can't!

I enter Bahasa is because I really want to master on it.

but why now communication still be issue for me??!!

I just feel useless.....

;'(