learn something

being beside of my girlfriends right now is one of the best moments in my life,
laugh together, sleep together and share the burden. this really the best moment that I've waiting for since July last year.
They are really makes me so comfortable with having someone to share, knowing that they will always beside you and support whatever that you want to do.
but having such a good time reminds me with the other side of my life which not so easy but already become my habit.
I kind of miss Adelaide even though I'm in Malaysia- place where I though I am having a nightmare.
Thingking about the reason, There are some reasons that clearly state in my mind why somehow I miss Adelaide: because I can be independent, take a risk, and I acn learn a lot.
eventhough I gone through a lot of pain for being alone and no body cares, but when I look back every single things that I've gain, I've kind of proud of my self and being cherish that I'm able to do it.
my girlfriends are always all that I need: having a warm hug, people who understand you and will help you when you needed, but somehow it makes me dependent and not growing.

and now, I know that Adelaide has stolen one part of my heart that makes me want to go back. and probably one of the reason is, I have my boyfriends over there :)

I really need to thanks God for let me be in Adelaide.
Thank's God.