fail

TWICE....

this is the second time I fail to do something because I don't believe on it.
and the lacking made me change the things become worst
and I couldn't face the fact, until I call it "failure"

I'm alone here.. no one will give me advice or opinion in everything that I do
sometimes, I need to decide by my self.
I just find out that I have not enough confidence, with things that I do.
I have no faith, no optimist, and that feeling, drawn me to the deepest level, mess up everything.
this unsuccessful consume my time, my money and my mind. make me down,in the gloomy day.

I might STOP here, but I wouldn't!

IF there is no failure, there will be no success.. don't blame your self and keep trying.
at least will learn something, right?