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belakangan ini nggak tau kenapa demen banget nulis blog yg isinya kagak jelas..
maybe I'm abit too tired and currently moody nggak karuan, esspecially today!
yeah..triple combo package.. nggak bisa pangsai, ndak suka ma hairstyle, assigment menumpuk..
JDDENGG!!!!
and really, this pangsai ruins my mood!!
padahal weather so nice, cold and fresh, pengeen makan malem teruss..kan adem2 enak tuh makan
tapi kepikiran belum pangsaiii, jadi urung dech niatnya.. :'(

Previously,I said that I don't have confident in my self, merasa jelek... pelajaran juga jadi biasa2 aja, ngomong english ga cetha lagi
and I thought if I cut my hair everything will be better, biasa Chinese thought alias BUANG SIAL!! but practically... It's make this WORST!
DAMN!
a lot of regret came, kayak jadi pengen potong "bob" rather than this (keknya bakal lebih lama tahannya kalo panjang) then whatsoever bla bla bla

Maybe I need to more thank of my life... lebih mendekatkan diri sama Tuhan lagi dan bersyukur
coz belakangan ini jadi agak nggak karu2an, semua yang jelek2 kembali mendaging...

flesh is weak, I need more spirit to push my self!
kalo sampe pas aku datang ke Adelaide masih kayak gini..bakalan ga bisa survive aku disana..
I can't imagine If I can't speak English properly, feeling down, no mood, no friend, pengen makan malam terus genduttttttttttttt... haiyooo~~~
entahlah...saya mau tidur saja, kayknya emang harus istirahat awal
biar jerawat pada berkurang juga..sigh*

bubye rambut jelek, hope you growing fast!!
X.O.X.O

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