Stress stadium 1 IPD

still in the middle of struggle, I try to find my way back home..
yeah kalo nadia lagi setres kan biasa nyanyi2 di balkoni, tp itu jarang banget aku lakuin... jarang looo..beneran
but today, I did it!
nah loo....
means...nadia lagi stress,
karena apa?? once again.. IPD
actually I'm not stress but I just to scared to start, This subject require us to connect through one theory to other theories and link it to our work.. kayak mau pecah kepala ini.. Massyallahh...hahah

The problem is, saya nich orangnya nggak terlalu pinter, mikir logika aja kadang susah, apalagi harus connect-in ke theory.. bujubuneng.. jadi apa otakku nanti.
makannya habis kerja IPD I always tell my self that my brain expand! now, I'm be able to do more
tp tetep aja untuk yg mananya memulai itu syusahhhh...huhu >,<

ditengah2 suntuk-ness iseng2 buka 1500++ photos in facebook, and It was suprise me tremendously..woahahhaa..pake bahasa bombastic soalnya belakangan ini saya lagi krisis kepercayaan diri, lagi merasa JELEK gara2 si rambut sudah waktunya dipotong! (yah emang dasarnya nggak terlalu cantik, but we need to maximize our potential right?) haha!
So, unfortunately... I admit that my self changes!
I mean, dari yg dulu gendut..tomboy..senyuman kayak gorilla.. nggak ada manis2nya...nggilani..
Yahh sekarang jadi agak kurusan, senyumannya sweet... ramah..sometimes kayak sunshine..wakkaka
tapi yah itu... jerawat kok tambah banyak ye...aigooo~~

anyways,,,
this is the prove that I do change!

dari ultah ke 20 sampe ke 21... ini sich mukanya, padahal kalo diliat badannya dulu gendut...sekarang cukup lah...haha... sayangnya ga terlalu keliatan di foto ini... lagian saya nggak mau menyebar aib di blog.

and one more that prove my changes in one year....

anyway, nggak ada intention apa2 naruh foto si monyet disini... because, He do change as well!
I feel between one year, we do changes a lot! haha
yang meant to be close, ya tambah deket, yang just pass by, yah dissapear
walaupun dari kedua foto ini, mukaku masih sama sama nyebelin..muahahaha
dari segi fashion...sudah jelas!! top markotop maburrrr...
hahaha!!!

anyway, habis aku melakukan short post ini, I really need to come back in reality and finish my assigment, no matter what , I need to face... takut kek, setress kek, gundah kek, pesimis kek.. hayahhh... pokoke MAJU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ganbatte!!!!
X.O.X.O.XXXX ❤❤