Something that you might not be able to resist.

"Friendship changing every semester, friends come and go, but the one who stay is you real friend.."

I have a feeling, strong feeling..
I scared of I will losing someone,
but usually when I have this feeling, I'm going to lose him really soon.

but I've kind of not ready for this one.

I knoe, I never ready to lose any friends.

Oh gosh, we might probably fight once, but that was because I want to show him that what he did was upset me.and show him my real character,
for me, to be able know him more and continue our friendship if it is possible. usually this is work when there is an understanding and willing to accept the way I am.
we do a reconciliation, and I felt great at that time. we made another promise to take a good care of each other.
but after awhile I feel pessimist if we be able to walk together.

Simple Truth: If you don't correct people when they upset you, they will never learn how to treat you with respect. -Alena Cruz

If I can wish Lord, I still want him to be one of my close friend..
but I do believe that God always try His best to choose the best friend for me, it's kind of pain somehow, but so far, I really get the best among others, and I do belive He will do it to this case as well. Friendship is never gonna happen if there is no effort from both side.

still in my purse ..

We don't need to rush things. If something's meant to be, it will happen... in the right time, with the right person and for the best reason.
-Saviella

I want to have someone

I want to have someone that walking beside me in the road
I want to have someone that do not leave me when I'm walking
or, If he/she does, they will look at the back and ask whether I'm alright or not.
I want to have someone that asking me about my day,
and what kind situation that I faced, n trying to figure out together.
I want to have someone that can brain storm together, share thought and ideas with me
I want to have someone that has a shoulder where I can cry, and hold me when I'm weak.
I want to have someone that I can hold their hand with no hesitate and show how much I appreciate and love them,
I want to have someone that always together with me, so I don't feel lonely.

It's not necessary a boyfriend. It's not necessary a guy. It could be a girlfriend- anybody who wants to be my close friend in Adelaide.

Alice... I miss u so badly.
If we meet I will hold you tight everynight, never gonna let you cry, and never lose your hand on me.

I don't forgive because I am weak, I forgive because I am strong enough to know that people are not perfect and make mistakes....
-rehany mooy 2011

haristyle

My plan is..
having this haristyle

soft curl, medium length and cute image, and this brown cooper color will blend in my hair. I will make an impression of cute, and girly, since I never try it before.

but I'm still not sure about it, because It's kind of "not me", or..back to nature:



this half-shorth hairtyle, with black color hair and one lines highlight in the fringe.

no comment?

Toy's Story

My first movie that I watch in January 2010- last year was Orphan. about how the demon girl could kill his adopted family only for her own will.
This year is really a contradiction. I just finish watch Toy's Story 3, it's not too late to watch this right?
Most of people will think that it's sad story, I admitted- it is. and This movie actually drawn me to the real world, back to my childhood memories. which I used to have a loads of toys, sleep with them and love them so much. but as a grow up and move to other city even countries, I don't really remember how's their condition now. the one who survive will follow me wherever I go. and yeah That's Bobby.
They are packed, lost, donated, dumped or somewhere in warehouse- I totally couldn't imagine.
and If they can really speak like buddy and friends, absolutely they will angry with me right now. I don't even give them away to the right person like what Andy did. Somehow, It's left me a little guilty inside, but really to late to rearrange it back, since I have no time to go home.

One thing that still left it's the memory that their drew in my mind that grow with me become one of my character. eventhough I'm 21 years old, I still loves sof toys, and they will still around untill I getting old.
For me, their my friend, My bed friend, and sometimes I still talk to them when there is nobody to talk to.
Es specially: Bobby. I love Him so much.
and I remember one scene in the Toy's story that similar with my case; Daisy replace Reloxo- her beloved doll, to other dolls that similar with him.
I still remember that last year, there is still exist dolls like bobby, and my cousin offer me to have him as in Bobby is no longer wash able- he is too frigile to go laundry anymore.
but, this is my principal : Bobby might be replaceable, but my love that I plant into him is to precious, irreplaceable.

and because I want to be responsible of any dolls that I have now, I'm no longer buy my own dolls,unless it;s bugs bunny, and all the soft dolls that I have recently it's for remind me of someone that gave those dolls to me. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011